matters to me A LOT :P
what is something that hurts me deeply, even if i act like i dont care?
when i am not being included into what is happening when i am literally right there
what do i secretly want when im upset?
for someone to notice without me having to ask
what is something from my past i'll always remember?
the way i was treated horribly in middle school
what is something that i first look at when i meet someone?
seeing if they are genuine and that i can trust them
what makes me feel closest with someone?
what is something im afraid people will eventually realize about me?
i am a really sensitive person and i take everything to heart
what is something i wish people would understood about me?
just because i dont talk about something doesnt mean it doesnt affect me
what changed the way i trust people?
realizing that someone will say that they will change for the better and doesnt mark their word
what hurts me more than i usually admit?
when someone energy towards me suddenly changes, and i start to overthink so much
someone remembering little things ive told them
what is something i need reassurance about but hate asking for?
if people actually care to have a conversation with me
what do i do when something is really bothering me?
i become very quiet but dont want to feel like im seeking attention
the amount of effort that i put into friendships, and letting people walk over me when it really does affect me so much
what do i do when i start to ovethink so much?
-start balling my eyes out while listening to sad music
-go to sleep and try to let go of it
-go tell someone i trust
what makes me feel safe around someone?
knowing i can be completely myself around them, and they match my energy
what is something that ive forgive someone for, but ever truly forgot?
when they say sorry but doesnt actually mean it and just wants to stop having that coversation
what is something i wish i could say more easliy?
when i am putting out that something is bothering me and not apologizing because i feel bad afterwards for bring it up
what experience changed me more than people realize?
losing trust in someone because i dont feel like they actually care about me
my papa is going insane, and i want to step back from what is happening and get some fresh air
what would make me distance myself from someone?
when someone does something, but I wait to tell them at a certain time, rather than telling them straight away
what is something i feel deeply but rarely put into words?
how much people i ACTUALLY like because i do not fully trust a lot of people
what part of the my past still affect me today?
getting close with someone but they completely change who they really are
what is something about me that people only understand after knowing me for a long time?
ive been dealing with a lot of family issues and its hard for me to open up about it because its a really heavy topic for me to talk about
what does someone have to understand about me to truly know me?
i can overthink about the most littlest things, because i can feel something is off but i do not bring it up because i feel like its stupid