Past trama
The reason I don't like people who give orders with only a title to give them authority.
In 1-the start of 5th grade I was bullied. When I would go to the teachers and even the principal they would say "what is the definition"
From memory "a consistent act of harm done to one person, but they are pushing and-"
Every time they would cut me off and explain it away. They knew about them beating on me.
I left the school and continued fighting after the first one. When I entered high school I kept my head down. I cought some heat, but I'm hoping most people forgot about me.
This Happened when I was in elementary school
My mom's house burnt down
How i constantly feel
Tired
Numb
Confused
Lonely
What happened before I found out how to ride a bike
Lost my virginity
When did I lose my virginity
Before first grade
My number one issue
I feel like the world wouldn't notice if I went missing. I've felt like this for most of my life.
I truly don't believe people care about me. I assume people don't like me bassed on nothing.
When people do want me I'm a second choice, past relationships showed me I don't deserve love, why would I expect anything to change. I haven't, I feel like i haven't. I'm more nervous and self conscious.