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What did Billie Jo dream about on page 193?
Her mother still being with her and playing the piano.
"Piano, my silent mother, I can touch you, you are cool and smooth and willing to stay with me stay with me talk to me. Uncomplaining you accept the cover to your keys and still you make room for all that I place there. We close our eyes together and together find that stillness like a pond a pond when the wind is quiet and the surface glazes glazing unblinking at the blue sky. I play songs that have only the pattern of myself in them and you hum along supporting me. You are the companion to myself. The mirror with my mother's eyes."