refusal to follow established customs or norms
nonconformity
unwilling or hesitant
reluctant
delicately small and pretty
dainty
defiance of authority; refusal to obey orders
insubordination
abnormal interest in disturbing subjects, especially death or disease
morbid
unconventional or slightly strange
eccentric
unwilling or unable to believe
incredulous
something displayed for the public to see
spectacle
to deliberately avoid or ignore
shun
making a disturbingly loud and harsh noise
raucous
compliance with standards or rules
conformity
strong hostility or dislike
animosity
a traveling amusement show with rides and games
carnival
a harsh, discordant mixture of sounds
cacophony
an independent-minded person
maverick
in a disturbed state of mind resulting from illness or excitement
delirious
absurd or ridiculous
preposterous
having too much pride in one's appearance or achievements
vain
strange or odd; unusual
peculiar
the state of being alone
solitude