Childhood Trauma
Age of my mum when I was born
18
Favorite alcohol
VODKA
Name of first husband
Marty
Clinical Diagnosis
Depression
If this happened I'd have no problems
If I were dead
Age difference between my parents
9 years
age started drinking
Age 15
Reasons I take a job
cuz they offer it to me and they pay me
First panic attack occurred in this location.
Subway
Like soup on a stick
How I describe someone who's completely useless
Spontaneous choking
What is why I was not allowed candy or nuts
Prescription drug of choice
Valium
Common trait in all men I find attractive
have an abusive/traumatic childhood
TERRIBLE coping mechanism I resort to when in dire moments
Biggie Smalls said this about the ratio between wealth and challenges, and I disagree strongly
Mo' money, mo' problems
Number of countries I'd lived in by the age of 9
Amount of money I spent in 2 days on alcohol that made me realize I should stop drinking
$400
How I decided on the college I went to
Numerology
Reason I didn't kill myself at 18
Grandmother
Phrase I whisper in my mind in almost every meeting
shuttup shuttup shuttup
Happened when I was 5.
haunted by ghost, moved to another country, got a concussion, lost sight momentarily, caught on fire
2
Amount of debt I'm carrying for my parents
115,000 UK pounds
Will someone die already?