ellie-core
ellie-lore
friends/relationships
(more lore...)
character building
(heartfelt questions)
BBQ
(Big Brain Questions)
100

what is my first english name?

Honey

100

what was the name of the football club that i like during my performative era?

Tottenham 

100

how many friendship breakups (individually) did i have to go through in 2023? 

9

100

what is the name of the book that i read in 2024 that has healed and altered my brain?

Love For Imperfect Things by Haemin Sunim

100

which artists (2) have saved my during my darkest days?

BTS & SEVENTEEN

200

what is my favorite movie of all time?

La La Land

200

what was the craziest thing that has happened to me during highschool?

i was bullied so i dropped out

200

which attachment style do i have?

avoidant (i'm working on it :])

200

what type of music that i listen to when i'm sad?

meditation music

200

at what age that i had my first international piano performance?

8

300

who is my current celebrity crush?

Martin - CORTIS

300

i nearly died on the way to Narita Airport, what happened?

i held my pee for way too long

300

what was my most embarrassing moment?

i accidentally called my ex when i got drunk at my ex bsf's house...

300

which specific fictional character's personality do i relate to the most?
hint: either 1 out of 2 (1 from a cdrama and 1 from a kdrama)

Wen Yifan from The First Frost
Cha Muhee from Can This Love Be Translated?

300

to prevent my brain from spiraling into intense anxiety when entering a crowded or chaotic room, I use this highly specific mental trick to completely detach and observe rather than feel

wear my airpods and listen to music

400

what is my koi thé order?

honey green tea
25% sugar, less ice
+konjac jelly

400

2 days after i celebrated my 17th birthday, something crazy has happened, what was it?

i went to the ER

400

where did i have my first kiss?

thao dien

400

when i genuinely need help or am feeling deeply overwhelmed, this is the exact, misleading phrase I use to deflect questions and pretend everything is fine.

mai t kể

400

if i were to use my "big brain" to completely abandon my current life path and pursue a highly complex, secret dream career or academic field, it would be this.

performance arts

500

what do i have to do before i fall asleep (as an insomniac)?

listen to people on youtube talking
500

what was the incident that has made Battle Of The Bands 2023 my worst performance of all time?

my ex (who promised not to come to the performance) came and gave my bandmate a bouquet of rose in front of me and also because it was too crowded i couldn't hear my voice so i think my voice did cracked...

500

who was my first love?
when did i like him?
why did i like him?

- Jeon Jungkook
- during the Wings era, specifically the BS&T dance practice video
- he looks so cool =)))))

500

if my life were a novel, this is the one specific, non-negotiable boundary a person must respect if they want to remain in my inner circle long-term.

do not ever exclude me 

500

if i were to completely vanish from social media and society for a full month to heal my brain, this is the exact, hyper-specific geographic location or hidden environment where you would find me.

either a concert or disneyland

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