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Background story about how God planned my life
I’m not really sure of what this means to my life yet because its hard for me to see the big picture but I do think I understand what the writer is saying.
I know that in February of 2000 my parents had a pending adoption fall through, they were devastated. It wasn’t God’s plan that they have that baby boy because at that time God had created me. My birthmother would have been aware of my existence about that time…Gods plan was being put into motion, he was preparing my Mom and Dad for my arrival, preparing their family and friends. He was preparing my birthmother as well by loving me through her, protecting me so that she gave birth to a healthy baby boy. He put a plan of adoption on her heart and she loved Him and accepted and yielded to His plan before I was even born by choosing my family from the many profiles the agency provided her with.
Its beginning to show me that God makes me worthy, worthy of His love, worthy of the love of my family and friends. He shows me that He does have a plan for me...I don’t know what it is but He does, all I have to do is learn how to align my will with His. Others are worthy of my love, the world, my community, my school, my friends, teachers, my home, and family are worth loving. That means I should intentionally show them how much I care for them, how much I appreciate those around me who have given to or provided for me, entertained me, taught me and loved me. They are worthy of that. God though is most worthy…He is worthy of my praise, worthy of my worship, worthy of my time and my money. He is worth living for and dying for…that is what He did for me. Who am I that I wouldn’t do that for Him?