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Grant explaining to Vivian that the men in their culture are pressured to fight against the racist discrimination. Their choice is to run because the burden is so great or allow it to break them down. He is afraid he will break.
What is 4. "We black men...stay here in the South and are broken, or we run away and leave them alone to look after the children and themselves. So each time a male child is born, they hope he will be the one to change this vicious circle--which he never does. Because even though he wants to change it, and maybe even tries to change it, it is too heavy a burden because of all the others who have run away and left their burdens behind.... I can give them something that neither a husband, a father, nor a grandfather ever did, so they want to hold on as long as they can. Not realizing that their holding on will break me too" (166-67).