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This passage uses this form of characterization to establish her apathy for life and her concern for and yet denial of her sister's condition.
"I can see our boat now; coming around the corner from Alcatraz. It shouldn’t be but a few more minutes before I can get on and sit down. My sisters see the boat too and are excited, but I don’t think it’s because they want to sit down. Their energy is amazing, although I don’t see how. They got just as much sleep as I did, and Stacy hasn’t eaten for at least twenty-four hours. She says she’s not hungry, but looking at her now, I know it’s more than that. She is teasing Whitney while she paces up and down the other railing. A sweatshirt hangs off her shrunken frame, and her size zero shorts that are held up by a belt placed on its last loop. I don’t really want to think about it though, so I stare back down at the sea lions and pay attention to movement of the dock. Up then down, as if, for centuries it is the only thing that wood has known. I want to be that wood, solid, solitary, consistently mind-numbing."
What is the character's thoughts?