Childhood Trauma
Substance Abuse
Poor Life Choices
Mental Illnesses
Suicide Attempts
100

The last time I saw any of my loved ones.

When was March 19 2020?

100

The first type of alcohol I drank.

What is wine?

100

The server I joined which I should not have joined.

What is FTU?

100
A mental disorder I was born with.
What is ADHD?
100

Hobby that I use to prepare for suicide.

What is knife sharpening?

200

The application on which I encountered my first act of pedophilia against me.

What is Gmail?

200

Strongest alcohol I have drunk.

What is liquor?
200
A person that I impersonated who I shouldn't have.

Who is Ella Kraninger?

200

I ____ myself.

What is hate?

200

The first method of suicide that I researched.

What is falling off a tall building?

300
The person who gave me the talk and when.

What is a nun? When was 2nd grade?

300
My favorite brand of beer.

What is Budweiser?

300
A person who I trusted who I shouldn't have.

Who is Roman Van Den Douche?

300

A new problem that I deal with due to having not have had social interactions in so long.

What is the ability to smell people from a distance?

300

The number of methods involving a towel that I used to try and kill myself.

What is 3?

400

The grade I was in when my dad moved to Korea.

What is fourth grade?

400

The number of times I threw up due to consumption of alcohol.

What is 4?

400

The first person who's trust I majorly betrayed.

Who is Liem?

400

The cause of most of my mental illnesses.

What is COVID19?

400
The month and year when I first waterboarded myself.

When was December of 2020?

500
The age I lost my virginity at.

What is 9 years old?

500

The number of types of random pills I found at my grandparents' apartment and took to hopefully get high.

What is 9?

500
My worst mistake of all time.
What is being born?
500

All of the mental illnesses that were either worsened or created by COVID19.

What are anxiety, stress, depression, loneliness, suicidal thoughts, and self-hatred?
500

Two things that I tried to overdose on.

What are my grandparent's medication and liquor?