If I had 12 million dollars, my current work ethic would:
stay the same
I would work harder
I would work less
I wouldn't work at all
seeing my friends hit certain milestones.. gives me more clarity- I know what's in my way. there's no shortcut, its a collection of small decisions that I make.
I know that hubris can take over.. it did with my second class. but things are getting better every day. and I am proud of myself. things are gonna change. I can feel it.
I think coffee:
keeps America running.
is overpriced
is undervalued
is the opiate of the masses
is the new cash crop that we aren't embarrassed by
The very top of where I would like to be in this current coffeehouse would most likely be..
...and if I stay at this same position for the next five years, I would feel:
like I should have thoughtfully imagined this question
something quite special must have happened to me, like a windfall of moneythe current reality reflects the core of my philosophy- life is not a corporate climb, man
que sera sera
I get distractible and have that classic "monkey mind"
I get freaked out and everything is so loud and annoying
things get more calm and focused
time management is ... im good and bad at it. im kinda both.
im good on being on time at places. im very good at looking up how long it takes to go somewhere and allow for the fact that traffic will fluctuate throughout the day. I leave 10 minutes before I should go to built a lot of time to go somewhere- like at these baseball games or whatever. so at structuring time im good.
im bad when it comes to getting enough time to do the least best- knowing the deadline is Thursday morning at 3am, I will get home around 9 or 10 knowing that I can get it done in about 4 hours, I might not get it started until 11.. but knowing when the deadline was, I work very well when its a deadline- but im not very good at making false deadlines for myself.
these things that take up my time:
baseball games, appointments for therapy, dentist, family and friend events
school has always been :
my joy
my dessert
my vegetables