Trauma
This is something my mom made me do when she was cheating on my dad
What is lie to my dad?
This is the amount of times my dad hit me with a homemade paddle when I brought home a "1" from school.
The fear I got because I thought my dad died in a tornado
What are storms?
This is something that happened in result of me telling my mom I wanted to go outside when it was raining
What is the longest lecture about how I never appreciated her and how she is a horrible mother?
I would almost always do this when playing "house" with my toys
What is make them have the same arguments my parents did but make them happy outcomes?
This is something my mom told me when I told her I wanted to live with my dad
What is "that makes me suicidal"?
This is somewhere I would go when my parents were fighting to protect myself
What is the Basement Closet?
The fear I have because of being locked in a dark closet for hours with no food, water, or anything really...
What is the dark?
What is her yelling at me, calling me a liar, and accusing me of trying to break them up?
This is something that happened when me and my cousins got to laughing too much
What is got in trouble and had to put our nose in the corner and/or got spanked?
This is something that I did to protect myself from hearing my parents fighting at night
What is going to bed early and/or before anyone else?
This is something I did because I was not allowed to get up from the table until I finished my dinner (dinner started around 6, and I was there until almost 10)
What is ate food until I threw up and then cried myself to sleep at the table?
This is something that my cousin used to back me into a corner and now I have a fear of this
This is something that happened in school where I said something and made the class go silent
What is assuming everyone got beat with a paddle if they got anything but a "4" (sometimes 3's) in their notebooks?
I cried tears of joy when this happened one school morning.
What is the first time I didn't wet the bed?
This is something that I did because I didn't want my mom to spank me and/or yell at/threaten me every morning for wetting the bed (It didn't work)
What is lying about why I would wet the bed at night?
This is something Charity made me do when I went over to her house for the first time
What is change from my clothes to her clothes with the door wide open and her brothers would secretly watch?
The fear that started when my grandpa passed away
What is Loss?
This is something I said to my aunt while crying when I didn't finish my food at her house
What is "arent you going to spank me and then yell at me"?
I was super happy when I got to my dads and realized this about him
What is he didn't kill himself?
This is something I would do to prepare myself for getting in trouble
What is causing myself enough physical pain so it wouldn't hurt as bad and/or telling myself horrible things so the things that would be said to me would not feel as hurtful?
This is something my dad did when a lady started hitting his driverside window at a stoplight
What is "almost" pulled a gun on her?
I have a fear of this because I always believed that it was my fault my parents didn't love each other
What is Inadequacy?
This is something that happened when me and my dad were driving to my grandmas and a reflection kept flashing in his eyes from the phone in my hands
What is him slamming on the breaks, yelling in my face, and speeding back up swerving off the road?
This is something I could always count on doing when I knew it was my moms days/week with me
What is cry profusely?