Trauma
Bad Memories
Fear Starters
Yes this actually happened
Happy
100

This is something my mom made me do when she was cheating on my dad

What is lie to my dad?

100

This is the amount of times my dad hit me with a homemade paddle when I brought home a "1" from school.

What is Fifteen?
100

The fear I got because I thought my dad died in a tornado

What are storms?

100

This is something that happened in result of me telling my mom I wanted to go outside when it was raining

What is the longest lecture about how I never appreciated her and how she is a horrible mother?

100

I would almost always do this when playing "house" with my toys

What is make them have the same arguments my parents did but make them happy outcomes?

200

This is something my mom told me when I told her I wanted to live with my dad

What is "that makes me suicidal"?

200

This is somewhere I would go when my parents were fighting to protect myself

What is the Basement Closet?

200

The fear I have because of being locked in a dark closet for hours with no food, water, or anything really...

What is the dark?

200
This is something that happened in result of me in a nearby room while Jeannean was on the phone with my dad

What is her yelling at me, calling me a liar, and accusing me of trying to break them up?

200

This is something that happened when me and my cousins got to laughing too much

What is got in trouble and had to put our nose in the corner and/or got spanked?

300

This is something that I did to protect myself from hearing my parents fighting at night

What is going to bed early and/or before anyone else?

300

This is something I did because I was not allowed to get up from the table until I finished my dinner (dinner started around 6, and I was there until almost 10)

What is ate food until I threw up and then cried myself to sleep at the table?

300

This is something that my cousin used to back me into a corner and now I have a fear of this

What are Spiders?
300

This is something that happened in school where I said something and made the class go silent

What is assuming everyone got beat with a paddle if they got anything but a "4" (sometimes 3's) in their notebooks?

300

I cried tears of joy when this happened one school morning.

What is the first time I didn't wet the bed?

400

This is something that I did because I didn't want my mom to spank me and/or yell at/threaten me every morning for wetting the bed (It didn't work)

What is lying about why I would wet the bed at night?

400

This is something Charity made me do when I went over to her house for the first time

What is change from my clothes to her clothes with the door wide open and her brothers would secretly watch?

400

The fear that started when my grandpa passed away

What is Loss?

400

This is something I said to my aunt while crying when I didn't finish my food at her house

What is "arent you going to spank me and then yell at me"?

400

I was super happy when I got to my dads and realized this about him

What is he didn't kill himself?

500

This is something I would do to prepare myself for getting in trouble

What is causing myself enough physical pain so it wouldn't hurt as bad and/or telling myself horrible things so the things that would be said to me would not feel as hurtful?

500

This is something my dad did when a lady started hitting his driverside window at a stoplight

What is "almost" pulled a gun on her?

500

I have a fear of this because I always believed that it was my fault my parents didn't love each other

What is Inadequacy?

500

This is something that happened when me and my dad were driving to my grandmas and a reflection kept flashing in his eyes from the phone in my hands

What is him slamming on the breaks, yelling in my face, and speeding back up swerving off the road?

500

This is something I could always count on doing when I knew it was my moms days/week with me

What is cry profusely?

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